| | It's hard to treat curses as blessings, but I believe God has taught me to think so. Without this curse, I can never come back to God, and can never have the peace and rest and complete worry free. Medically I must have worried far too much to get the pressure. No wonder HK ppl said working in office is like fighting! (or battling!)
Up to 2008 my birthday, if a year has 365 1/4 days, then I have lived 16,070 days, and so up to 7th Sept, it should be 16,192 days! Most of the days full of pains and discomforts. Thank God for teaching the prayers of Jabez, from Chronicles 1.
And Jabez made a prayer to the God of Israel, saying, If only you would truly give me a blessing, and make wider the limits of my land, and let your hand be with me, and keep me from evil, so that I may not be troubled by it! And God gave him his desire.
Yes, I want truly a blessing from God, and make wider the limits of my land (my wealth and my status), and God's hand be with me, keep me from evil, so that I may not be troubled by it!
Will have to resume my work soon... Hope this is a different re-start, I don't have to rely on my very limited intelligence, I will rely on God for everything, and so I will have no worries at all! Worry about my treatment? No, He will take care.
Without this belieft, I must leave this world, 'coz the pressure is too tremendous for me to take, it's like a mountain onto a human being's back!
16,070 I will count my days and count the blessings from God! |
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